Through spiritual practice and an unshakable trust in God, I’m so pleased, and can humbly say that I’ve unlocked a boundless ability to become free - to remember that I am the conscious architect of my life. So many aspects of life felt hard and next to impossible impossible for me - big things, like healthy & flourishing relationships, emotional regulation and the ability to live my most unhindered expression in life. These affairs now flow with ease. Even greater, there has been a complete paradigm shift that has freed up my vital energy for the purpose of receiving and engaging in all of what life has to offer - to playfully create all I've desired! Life is literally FUN, even in the midst of big challenge. My life has become a testament to the limitless power of faith and surrender. Life is WILD and absolutely precious. What a time to be alive!

In my childhood, I experienced many freedoms and blessings - there were also severe experiences causing Trauma—shadows I didn’t fully grasp until they began to unravel as I stepped into my teenage years. Then into early adulthood those unresolved wounds grew louder, and I sought relief in substance abuse. For over a decade I plummeted into a darkness that I wish upon no one. As many have experienced, I was close to death (this can be the extent humans go to to get away from feeling the experience that caused trauma). It wasn’t until I met such a depth that I was open enough to receive a willingness I hadn’t known before. This willingness brought me to the doorstep of seeking spirituality as the primary means by which to live in all situations, and not just merely with substance abuse.

This depth - this powerlessness - opened my eyes and propelled me on the journey of remembering God-consciousness as being inherent in myself, everyone else and everything else. I explored, studied (and still explore) many, many paths: Hinduism, Buddhism, Christian Mysticism, Hermeticism, Metaphysics, Myth, Channeling, Psychology and therapeutic modalities like IFS. I love this life and I love all of who walked before us and walked that path of awakening, leaving the map behind. All of these paths seem to be pointing to the same Truths - and these Truths - when embodied - are liberating beyond description. This liberation is what we are all seeking!!! Walking the path has taken humility, devotion and guidance. I feel lucky and called to be a humble guide for others.

Every day has been infused with opportunity - doorways & portals - hidden within my disturbances, frustrations, depressions, and sadness—into which I awaken spiritually, again and again and again. I was not taught this radical lesson! I long to show others how potent their pain can be, how it holds within it the seeds of their greatest liberation. It doesn’t have to spiral into the depths of darkness I once knew; it never has to look that extreme. The same amount of liberation and ecstasy is available to those who have much less darkness in their lives. “Small” disappointments, frustrations and unhappiness presents the same doorway.

My mission is to guide others toward this truth: that by embracing this inherent awareness, we can awaken to our highest potential in Spirit and then channel that sacred energy into the material world. Pain becomes a catalyst, a teacher, a bridge—not a burden to bear in silence. Through this sharing, I hope to light a path for others, proving that even in our struggles, we hold the power to rise from our personal ashes, cultivate complete contentment, create, and thrive in alignment with the Divine, our external reality blossoming as a reflection of our inner connection.